How do you describe this kind of tired? It’s beyond exhausted. It starts in the spirit, infects the brain, travels to the tip of each limb, and causes the final, crippling manifestation of physical comatose.
I feel like I’m under a perpetual adrenaline crash, when the brain can’t function enough even for word formation. What does end up coming out of my mouth sounds like drunken, slurred gibberish. That’s certainly what it feels like in my head.
I’m struggling to keep that head upright lately, and I mean that literally. It feels like a 2 stone weight has been hung around my neck, constantly dragging me down.
I wish I didn’t always have to deal with this on my own.